不及

我的新工作部门有了一些人事上的更动，我的直属上司另谋高就了。我现在直接要向部门大老板报告，感觉不是那么舒服。
工作性质因为和之前的不一样，感觉自己的表现欠佳，达不到自己的要求，压力很大。我的能力真的不及吗？对自己的表现失望透了。
手头上的工作因为牵涉的人很多，误了方案的进度，一旦怪罪下来我还是祸首。工作上的路人各个都身怀绝技，身长不漏，如何见鬼说鬼话，见人说人话真的还需要一些历练。踏入工作的领域就像踏入株罗纪公园，恐龙们各有所好，如何委屈讨好他们，还得看看你手头上拿着的是什么。。

每天早上我都抱着要去打仗的心情去上班，对付的不只是工作上的敌人，首要还得对付那面对难题就会变得悲观懦弱而想逃避的我，因为这些没营养的想法最终会让我慢慢老化，变白痴然后粉身碎骨不明不白地消失，要健全地活着就得把悲观邪恶的另一面铲除，正面地面对难题，把难题当挑战，让自己急速长大勇敢面对，才不会死不全尸。趁脑袋还可以吸收，就设法把身边的新知识完全的吸收，适应环境的变迁，因为足够的历练和智慧会让我们变成我们想要成为的人。

“ It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent, but the most responsive to change"

-Charles Darwin

OL难念的经

讨厌的肩膀酸痛
讨厌的豪华团- 屁股

讨厌的救生圈- 肚腩

家家的OL都有本难念的经

人老了，代谢能力已经大不如前了

难道女人永远都没办法逃脱这宿命？

QUEUING

Its been a while since my long absent from the blog-mosphere & I promise I'll resume my blogging habit more frequently.

I felt a bit helpless on the culture of queuing up, especially when I discovered that people tend to line up “whenever, wherever & whatsoever”. Although we seem like really get use to it, but I still feel kind of pathetic. I hate wasting time in waiting by queuing.

Working Days:
Morning- We queue along the traffic light, along the toll, queue at the petrol station, & even queue to get taxi/ bus/ LRT.
Afternoon- We queue during lunch, queue to pay parking ticket.
Evening & Night- We queue on the road & toll again, buying dinner…etc…

Rest Days:
We queue on the road, queue to get their car parked, queue for movie tickets, fitting room, toilet, ……..etc.
We just can’t stay away from the word “QUEUE”.

Imagine, by accumulating the time we spent on queuing, the precious time can be utilized for other stuff that are more meaningful, like sleeping may be? Err...probably not a wise option, or may be rest or relax, or may be something useful?

I just hate queueing up... just hate it... $#^¥ø‰‼ﮤ*$&*^#)(@(%&(#%&*#.....